The Butterfly Effect! :D

if i had the power to change what has happened in the past, i would. i love these nights! movie nights!!! :DD i dont feel ignored! if im just going to be ignored i dont need your call. omg i love the movie the butterfly effect!!! it gets me sad!!! :[ i love "Stop Crying Your Heart Out by Oasis" this movie introduced meh to that song! but dang it! its soooo late! hahahs ughh!! :[ i need to catch up on my sleep soon. or just not pay attention to it. hehe. i miss you soo much. but yet you cant even call. it may be my fault or is, but before i always called no matter what, when i knew something was wrong. i bet you just talk about it. hah. how you just typed bye, with nothing in it. that made me happy. Ughh im sooo tired of school :[ no more school! no more school! pleaaase!! :[ hahahahs! damn it... i dont want to sing in a pageant show bc my voice it fucken ugly! :[ but since i guess you have no one really to turn to, i will sing with you in front of a huge audience :x :] hahahas damn it!!! :[ its not time to learn a new song! n try to sing the best i can!!! :[[ super long practices needed now!!!! hehehe ahhh hahahas. well i will now sleeep :D nigh nights!




















so many things just blocking out.. is it really a good thing to be happy when its all just a lie.